Extemes of emotion

Today started off badly with an email from BF to say that she was unable to go on holiday next month. :-( Child care problems and they really do have to come first, even though this has been booked for months.

So I started looking form someone to take her place on the holiday not as BF (that position will never be vacant) not so easy as you would think
So then we look at changing the dates but school holidays, babysitters, other peoples holidays so much to take into account.

However maybe just maybe its sorted so cross anything you can and hope taht we can go after all and today is not so bad after all - apart from the rain.