Its taken me a while....

but now I understand that sometime you have to set aside the feelings and needs of others and do it for you. Cramming lots of good fun (and in the case of fit camp hard work but good fun) into your life. So tommorrow I have re arranged my day and told the family that I will not be producing the usual lunch and I am going out to the Crop in Blyth.

Just need to deal with the guilt!